My dear beloved friendsI am dictating in English because I don’t have any glasses so I can’t see. I have lost my good prescription glasses that I need to see and read and I have lost my drivers license and my credit card all due to the fact that I can't keep my head together because of the heavy drugs that I'm forced to take. The drugs are morphine and I am scared to death of morphine. I had so much morphine in the house that burned up that I could've killed seven elephants. I put my beloved mother on hospice so many times but I refused to kill her with morphine, now I'm the one who is on it to be able to stand the pain from the fall. I have finally gotten operated on and I will explain everything that went on in my next blog. Right now I just want to say thank you to all of you wonderful people who hold my hand and give me so much support and are there for me with your comments on Instagram and Facebook. I have read them all but I cannot answer everything of course. I am up to almost 6,000,000 views. I was operated on the day before yesterday and the pain is different now than before and hopefully I can wind down the heavy drugs soon. I will keep in touch with you and let you know more details and how I am doing later. Lots of love and kisses, Gunilla ' Me, Erika, Viveca who is like family, having tea and welcoming me back from the hospital to Story Hotel where we live.
